Monday, January 30, 2006

Road Trip

Hey, let me tell you about a trip i took in california.



I didn't know there was that much road. But there was. And it was good for learning driving.



The weather was good, and we saw some sights along the way, including lake Isabella.



We had to make stops for fuel, and foto taking since the area was just road and mountains.



Soon we reached within a hundred miles of death valley, and the highway there was really scenic. We got off to take pictures of rocks and the valley behind.



We passed Zabrinsky point, where the stone was sandy and looked like pudding.



Meiyi wanted to take a bite cos it looked like fudge and ice-cream.



The next day, we went northward. The mountains have a different colour at different times of day.



We went up Ubehebe Crater and got a good valley view Northward from there.



At Titus canyon, we found a good valley view Southward, stretching further than Singapore.



Thats when my camera ran out of batt. Thanks Grace for lunch (and picture) at The CheeseCake Factory in SF. Great food, made up for 3 days of tidbits for meals.



So who wants to go to California?

Proof that im crazy

Proof that im crazy.

Blaming it on Jessica

Have you met Gunther Powers?

Oh and happy new year and all the sayings that come with it. It comes just once a year, so enjoy it while it lasts.. Yup.

Friday, January 27, 2006

What does chinese new year mean to you?

when i was born, i had no concept of what chinese new year was about (duh)

when i was 5 (i think) i had a fight with sang at pohpoh's house. for what i don't remember. but i remember that as the only time i've ever been angry at him.

when i was 7, i remember that i loved collecting angpows. and i was always excited opening pohpoh's angpow cos it had the most money inside (besides from parents la)

when i was 10, i got hooked on the concept of gambling on new year cos its supposed to be a lucky time. Of course, it didn't occur to me then that everytime i won money someone had to lose some.

when i was 13, i really appreciated cny and what it was all about. the reunion dinner, the festivity, and the time spent together as a family. it was always nice getting new clothes and meeting up with the uncles / aunties that you don't see all the time. and the best time to meet the extended family is when they're obligated to give you ang pows. its a good excuse to have restaurant dinners too.

when i was 15, i contemplated not gambling cos i didn't feel that i needed to. it was like a disease... the "license" to gamble made us all go a little crazy every chinese new year. i even remember some of my cousins (no names here) gambling with chee ko pah and the finger chopping game (try to split the fingers). and i learnt that its a sign of respect to "zum cha" for pohpoh.

when i was 17, i realised the truth about washing hands and pineapple tarts. and i realised that when u know that its all about having a good time, you win money. oh btw ive never had a deficit in "income" every chinese new year. and not having feefee around kinda sucked.

when i was 19, i had my first chinese new year bald. having the chance to book out before 2 weeks were over were excellent. besides the fact that being in the army was a new chapter in my life, i really appreciated every moment when i didn't have to be in camp, when i'd get to spend more time with my cousins. Of course, this was also the first time i've had a friend visit during chinese new year =P a very special someone. not having meiyi around kinda sucked.

now that im 21, this will be the first time i'm not going to pohpoh's house for chinese new year. of course, AC is still here and i appreciate that alot. but i guess theres a first time for everything. i'm gonna have 2 reunion dinners this cny, one at ac's tml and one tonight (we cook ourselves). and i guess they sometimes say "close neighbours rather than distant relatives". but i still know this new year is going to be something special.

perhaps its all about feeling and knowing that ure family is there for u... even if u can't be physically there, i just know that i'll be missed. (YOU ALL BETTER MISS ME OK). and thats good enough for me.

so to all friends and family who have been visiting this blog, thanks for staying in touch with mylife even though i havent been updating much. can always mail me at kinfoong1984@yahoo.com.sg or kinfoong@nyu.edu, whichever address u fancy. wish you gong xi fa cai, wan shi ru yi, bu bu gao shen, xin xiang shi cheng!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Random Thoughts about Dry Fingers and Other Assorted Things

1. My fingers are dry, with absolutely no juice left in them.

2. I bought a The Face Shop facewash.

3. I need to listen to chinese music for chinese new year.

4. It so happens that this will be my first chinese new year where i don't go pohpoh's house.

5. I need to be a sadistic psychobitch and make myself suffer so that everything else will be chicken feet. If you still don't know what i mean, it mean's you've already become one.

6. I like quoting movies and stuff, and i wish people would do so too.

7. I love trivia.

8. I actually need to sleep, even though i supposedly run on batteries.

9. I hate my cd-drive. HERES A SHOUT OUT TO ANYONE WITH A TOSHIBA, OR A DVD-ROM/CD-RW combo drive. IF YOU HAVE THE <>, please tell me... i need the driver files. damn tosh support says they don't do software problems.

10. Sometimes i don't even feel like talking to anyone. Sometimes i wish i was a block of stone. That way i would last longer... For whatever.

11. I just bought the most expensive book ever: Principles of Financial Accounting Custom Edition for NYU students. $103 USD. Grr.

12. I miss greenery. I think maybe i should have signed on.

13. Jack Bauer is the man.

14. DmAr rocks

15. I'm the tidyest messy person. Or the messiest tidy person. I'm tidily messed up.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Color Quiz

Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Tue Jan 17 15:35:07 2006.

Your Existing Situation

Working to create for himself a firm foundation on which to erect a
secure, comfortable, and problem-free future, in which he will be granted
respect and recognition.

Your Stress Sources

An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but he feels
unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which he
needs. Unwilling to expose his vulnerability, he therefore continues to
resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This
not only depresses him, but makes him irritable and impatient, producing
considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation,
either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may
suffer.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Willing to participate and to allow himself to become involved, but
tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce
tension.

Insists that his hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs reassurance
and encouragement. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.



Your Desired Objective

Suffering from pent-up overstimulation which threatends to discharge
itself in an outburst of impulsive and impassioned behavior.

Your Actual Problem

Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or
with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced considerable
stress. He reacts by putting this down to a total lack of understanding on
the part of others, and by adopting a scornful and defiant attitude.

Thank you for using http://www.ColorQuiz.com/
Please recommend us to your friends.

*********************************************

How true is this? You decide.

Thursday, January 19, 2006



Sending my laptop for repair (as you guys know my cd drive's been out for awhile) so this is probably as much as u'll see of me for the next week or so..

till then, cheers
kin

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

looking for rainbows

somewhere over the rainbow
way up high
there's a land that i heard of
once in a lullabye

somewhere over the rainbow
skys are blue
i don't know how this goes on
but i'll just hum in tune

somedayillwishuponastar
andwakeupwherethecloudsarefar
behind me

wheretroublesmeltlikelemondrops
andswayabovethechimneytops
thats where you'll find me

i remember this song most poignantly in the movie face off

and im still trying to find myself again.

i met up with grace in san fran, had lunch and the cheesecake factory (chicken madeira again, best dish they have) and later attempted to take some pictures with grace's camera, but i had no mojo. NO MOJO. fotos turned out horrible, and yeah wasn't too happy about that. trivial, but nonetheless.

i spent 3 days with huishan in california, during which i picked up driving. first around the carpark where they were setting up a bank account, then later with more confidence, at night when the traffic was scarce, and i hopped onto the freeway from stanford back to her place at hillsdale. i did almost 80mph i think. maybe i'm a natural driver. no problems with parking whatsoever. Haven't tried parallel though. also got to meet up with kiats, which was a good thing. meeting kiats is always good. he's one of those friends i don't see or hear from much but still i think of alot. he's gonna be somebody.

for the days in california before huishan, i spent with my sister, who was around berkeley. we did a road trip down to death valley and back, which was when i first got behind the wheel, on a straight road with no cars. did 45, and drove to the shoulder when cars came by... just in case. so after that driving the nissan sentra that they rented in hillsdale wasn't so bad at all. death valley is beautiful. i wanna go there in the summer to see how hot it gets. the record measured in the shade was 54 deg celcius. and 2 ppl die every summer. i won't stay long, just stay in the car, get out to feel the heat, then back in =P. maybe then after that i'll look to going to the arctic circle/antarctica.

i haven't finished my peru write up. i don't know if i will. blogging has lost its lustre, as has gaming, as has food. it's just one of those days, or rather weeks. i know i'll have an exciting week ahead, and an exciting semester, with new courses and stuff. i'm taking:

Econs II (micro econs)
Principles of Financial Accounting
Intro to Computers and Programming I
Conversations of the West: Antiquity and the 19th Century

So far i've seen econs, acct, and conwest lecturers. good. lets see how computing gets. i always wanted to be a techie. like someone good at computers, hardware and software. to be in the know, to know how to troubleshoot things and write programmes and stuff. i'd say i know more than the average user, but thats not zhai. if i actually have a penchant for programming... who knows. i surely didn't think i did back in paul foo's class in sec 2.

i still can't find my rainbows. i wish ppl could be graded high for being jacks of all trades. i think i'm pretty good at a spectrum of things. just not exceptionally good in any one thing.. except procrastinating.

Maybe if i had more colours in my room, i'd see them sooner. but everything's just black and white for now. i think i need to get a job so i can spend more and buff my resume abit. get used to a new routine. one where i'd work hard, study hard, exercise hard. my play is when i hang around. gaming's not good.

anyone coming down to nyc, dont hesitate to contact me. i think i'm quite approachable, despite all my flaws. i think friends are one of the best things about living, besides family (which is given). i need some excitement i think. so whats new?

guess i have to look for my rainbow.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Where have all the flowers gone?

Seem
S like this world
has
Lost
All
Its worth, its passion, its beauty.

Because
of School?
or
What?
Probably not, but then, who really knows.
Everything's fine, just...
that it's in black and white.

I'm alive and kicking
myself for the mistakes i've made this year past
Telling
Myself not to repeat them
not to fall in the same
repetitive
repetitive
repetitive
cycle.

Seems like i've lost alot of love.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Post #100

Ok it turns out in these confusing times, i have also become confused and saved the draft to the entry i was talking about earlier in another blogsite... so... it went something like this. N btw, it so happened that i had one spanish take home test, where the course co-ordinator sent the test with the answers attached as well... and she said: "It seems that in these confusing times i too have become confused and sent out the answers to the test as well. I trust in your honesty not to print it out..." So confused that she didnt say that in our honesty we should not read or look at the answers, just not to print it. she's one confused lady.

anyway the entry went something like this:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hey there im back in rainy california waiting for the sun to shine... it aint gonna sun much in ny anyway cos its freezing cold there. hello to everyone, my first entry in the year 2006~ hurrah!

im bumming around in california wishing i had my laptop with me. it might have been foolish bringing it to peru considering ive got an extra bag full of things for me house (like rugs and cloths). i also did consider asking grace to hold it for me in california (which would be so totally evil) so i didnt bring it so now im blogging on me sister's lappie. not nice i feel. my hands are too big for her keyboard. oh well i digress.

So i assume the question you guys might be asking would be: so wheres kin now? whats he doing? how was peru?

well

peru was so zhai can... its another one of those places where the fotographs just cannot replace the feeling of being there. if im not wrong, machu picchu is one of the places running for the official title of one of the 7 modern wonders. will list the site when i find it. vote! its a marvel really. anyway, most of the pictures taken are with cheewei cos he was the only one who brought his lappie with him, so we loaded all our fotos in his laptop and he's gonna burn a trip dvd. but for now if u want a sneak preview of some of the shots, u can come ask me and i'll link u. absolutely wonderful.

so the trip went something like this for me:




day 1, 24/12/05 - lima.

smokey smokey polluted dusty lima. when i got to youth hostel malka, everyone was asleep. not much here, except we had a 6.50 soles (1USD = 3.4 sol) lunch with starter, main and drink. cos we didnt speak spanish, and they didnt have menu, we managed to order our stuff via notebook. ie we all wrote down what we wanted to eat that was on the placard at the entrance of the restaurant. that was the first and only time we did that in peru, but hey the food was amazing! finally tasted rice that was nice and chinesesy. or rather singaporeanesy. i ordered a bistec a la pobre, which means poor man's steak. to my surprise, the rice was buttered, and tasted like thai rice. yummy. i also had the national dish for starters, ceviche, which is some sort of raw/semi raw fish, with alot of sour gravy and onions, much like lime juice on raw fish. brilliance. the national drink is pisco sour, which is kinda like a margarita except i like pisco sour better. the foam is heavy and has taste too. later walked from miraflores (which looks like a spanish town) to the edge of the pacific ocean, and we bummed around. also checked out the artisans market in lima and got prices of things we thought we might buy. later had dinner at pepe's which was like a rundown fastfood place not serving fast food. there i had anticucho de corazon (beef heart kebabs) which was rather rubbery, but something new nonetheless.

getting back later at night, we played ping pong and talked cock then jengaed until xmas. rather weird, considering it didnt feel xmasy at all. huisin bought 2 cusquena stouts, which were smooth and we shared them. nice. but still not xmassy enuf.



day 2, 25/12/05-cusco

its christmas but it didnt really feel like that. we woke early to catch a flight from the airport at lima to cusco, the ancient capital of the inca empire. at this moment, i have to clarify and say that the inca refered to the king of the quechua (pronounced kay-chua) people. of course what i say here is based on the words of our guide Wayra (pronounced wai-ra). since the language of all the people that the inca conquered is called quechua, the locals call each other quechuas, instead of incas as we commonly know them to be. cusco is a charming city, run mainly as a tourist destination, with the enchanting main plaza (plaza de armas) and the surrounding old buildings reflecting the spanish architecture of the time when the invading spaniards tore down old quechua buildings and used the stones to build their colonial buildings. some of the streets are so narrow a truck couldn't pass through, and yet they have a way of getting 2 taxis to pass through what appears at first to be a one way street. the old name for the city was qosqo, and was changed by the spaniards to cusco.

Anyway, we checked in to the Samay Wasi (Saa-mai waa-see) hostel, and proceeded to unload our bags. we then went out to the main plaza and entered the main cathedral where they were having christmas service. it was then where i saw that the dish on the plate in the middle of the table of the last supper on the painting hung on the cathedral wall had a scrawny animal on it. something they called Qui, for the sound it made. Turns out Jesus' last meal was a guinea pig. some of us had breakfast at the Baghdad cafe, overlooking the plaza while the rest slept in the hostel. we managed to catch some dances and processions celebrating xmas. apparently, most places have a replica of the nativity scene, and its considered a very important thing, having a replica of that scene. we explored the main plaza and the old inca walls of the city, which were excellently constructed and survived the earthquake of 1950, unlike the spanish constructs which were not seismic proof. bought some souvenirs there.

later, everyone woke up and we had lunch at a restaurant, which took forever to serve our food, during which it started to rain. yihui and yonghe were tired, maybe jetlagged or lack of sleeped so they went back while we discussed what to do. we decided on random exploration of the city, perhaps walking towards the hills and the residential areas, until we passed this guy asking us if we wanted to go to pisaq, a historical site with a tourist market. so happy at the apparent serendipituous incident, we all gladly boarded the bus. along winding mountainous roads and with many more locals squeezing up the bus, we eventually reached pisaq, bargaining and shopping heaven.

Cheewei and keith bargaining for some clothwork:
Yo esta estudiante pobre (i am a poor student)

Old lady selling clothwork:
Yo esta mama! tengo cuatro hijas... cuatro estudiantes!
(i am a mother...i have 4 daughters... mother to 4 students!)

well... the harsh realities of life yes.

by the time we got back from pisaq, i had a headache and so did haoxiang, who had not been sleeping well and had a horrible headache and nausea. we ta paoed dinner from a restaurant, which took a rather long time, and wasnt as good as the one from lima. oh well, lima is supposed to be the culinary capital of peru, and the rest were talking about this restaurant at baranco which had fantasic food. oh well. rather amazed that even at cusco which seemed so underdeveloped with poor natives selling their beautiful crafts, there were internet cafes, and our hostel had internet access too. wow. talk about culture clash.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


yup. and thats where i ended. ill pick off again. so much to talk about, so little time. till then, its me again, your friend.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Happy new year!

yeah happy 2006 everyone. damn blogger deleted my draft about peru which i spent about 1/4 of a day writing... anyway ill cover all that when i get back to my laptop in nyc

darling i miss you... 1 week more before i see u again after 4 long months

going on a road trip in california for a few days... will update when im back.

love you all, peace out!