Fuzzy Muzzy Wuzzy

I love my dog... Her name's actually supposed to be Fuzzy Mutt DotA Ng. Odd rite.. yeah tell be about it. (at least we didnt call her Schnauhia) These fotos were taken when she was still a puppy.. so cute rite? Where got dog sit on the floor with legs splayed in all directions one? Yup she's a mini schnauzer, guai and naughty at the same time. You just can't help but want to give her a tummy scratch... if you know her you'll understand. The moment she hears the gate open, she runs out of the house, takes a great leap and bounds up right next to you, jumping at you twice before rolling onto her back and exposing her pink furry belly for you, whimpering cos she missed you. Wouldnt you love to give her a tummy scratch?

Being happy

I always like starting posts with pictures... So bright and nice and cheery... Or beautiful... Spray of colour... Etc. Damn i never make good posts anymore. I hate blogging in the day, yet im tired at night. Totally disgusting. Anyway hope i make some good posts soon. Thats my cousin in my room being absolutely happy. Of course i look like a twerp with a pillow under my shirt but hey, i got a happy foto! Sometimes i wonder when was the last time i laughed out loud without a care in the deep recesses of my mind, with the walls of my brain smeared with worry and disdain for change. Change isnt bad... I just need to learn how to handle it all over again. I embraced my ORD with open arms, and now its time to start letting go of my freedom. Its time to start mugging again. So alien, this concept of spending all your time poring over books and writing endless scripts, but yet everyone's gotta go through that to achieve a BETTER LIFE. I'll do it. I just don't wanna lose my freedom.

Trip down memory lane

I miss RJC...

eh something wrong with my tagboard

What happened to my tagboard? haiz anyway havent posted for a long time. not guud huh. should make this a staple in my everyday diet. ill eat an entry a day. gtg anyway. im tired.

There are mountains in our way
But we climb the stair everyday

My evil twin

Im waking up early tomorrow for some pt before meeting jacky for that lunch i owe him since last year... haha so i shant take long. Had lunch and massage with Zhangyi.. such a long time since i last saw her.. but we had a good long chat today and im happy. Anyway, after that i was supposed to meet up with some of my CTC guys, but poor response.. so nothing came out of it. everyone too busy. i guess i should inform a week in advance. army guys always busy rite... anyway this picture below is of one of the ctc guys, Jiahan. He's my evil twin.. Even in some fotos my mom mistook him for me.. can die rite... what do u guys think?



Me and Jiahan. Jiahan and Me. What do u think?





My syndicate... Syndicate 4!



Ok so maybe more words some other time. PT is good for you! I'm currently seeking a PT buddy, who's good for when? Run cycle swim also can. I've got IRONMAN dreams.

Cheers and good night!

BAH!

Damn this spell check thingie.... dunno how to use it... Just wasted my last 20 min's worth of blogging. So here i go again.

I was talking about how i was bored some time last week, and came upon sarongpartygirl.blogspot.com and... found myself reading her blog. Not because she posted a picture of her bits online, but rather cos she's a good writer, and posts her honest opinions... rather refreshing, and definitely a better read than xiaxue's blog... (besides the point that xiaxue got slammed for editing spg's foto, and criticising spg but thats besides the point) And then i started thinking: Why would someone want to share their sex life/ pictures with the public? And then get unwanted (or wanted) press, get criticised, get slammed, get their tits modified...
I'm not quite sure how to express whats going on in my mind. But this voyeuristic thing is.. Well im just kinda baffled how someone raised in the "more traditional Asian values" would wanna do something like that. Its just odd.

Anyway yeah i havent been online for awhile cos for some odd reason my laptop just wouldn't boot up. It wouldn't turn on when i pressed the button, whether with or without a/c supply. So after 3 days, (fri sat sun) i took the laptop to the service centre after calling up the helpline. Turns out it might have been due to the battery overcharging (ie when u leave the powersupply on and the battery in the battery port for too long). So after the service person took out the battery and put it back in, it worked. Perfectly. So including cabfare to get there and back i spent... more than 10 bucks and a wasted morning. Thankz. Looks like i'd better be more computer savvy lest i die when some shit happens.

So having a working computer again, i decided to go update myself and read more blogs. And i found xiaokai's blog and haoxiang's blog. And i found myself reading their entries and kinda wishing that instead of crapping out incoherent stuff, i was spewing forth words worth reading, words worth noticing, words worth thinking about, and maybe even words worth remembering. Hey i may be no blog queen (or king) but i do hope my blog's at least remotely interesting.. whether to strangers or to friends. Its like when u write a good essay. You're happy if your friends bother to read it, and happier if its a good piece. So i hope to be improving on my writing. I don't want to be just a mass of scribbles (check out what some guy said about xiaxue scribbling and spg writing). And i need to start writing properly so that i can pick up the pieces of my broken english. Damn the army! (convenient excuse eh)

I wanted to write about DOTA too. About how DOTA has ceased to be my escape button. Well.. Maybe because i've lost the need to escape? Or even better, maybe i've become a more responsible person! Well.. We all need to take action sometimes.. If not all the time. But its so hard. As Henry Ford said, "The hardest thing known to Men is to think. Next is to take action." I probably didn't quote it accurately but i think you all get the idea.

I found my chess set while packing (been packing for the last three days... and my clock too... Transfer chess anyone? Really miss those days pounding on that clock and pushing pawns faster than you could say Jack-Ching-Ba-Da-Bing. Like a frenzied Kasparov on a massive surge of adrenaline, with the world revolving on 64 squares and time measured in milliseconds. Bam-Bam-Bam-Bam! Bishop mates! Bishop mates! Stalling one! Stalling two! Stalling three! Eat that bishop! Sack the queen! Gimme... Checkmate! Woah. Thankz for the Bishop dude... NEXT! Nothing really feels like transfer chess. Its probably the best thing to happen to chess for amateurs like us. Half the class played in sec 2... Whether international or chinese. Just play.

Ok ok its late. Got a lunch tomorrow. And i do hope to get some exercise tomorrow morning so... We'll see how tomorrow goes. Here's a picture of me and my folks at Yosemite. The weather was so good the picture looks like a photoshop edit. Nice huh. Gotta go back there sometime. Nitezz folks!



Gosu rite? Yosemite anyone?

Keira on my wall

ok maybe this is my first foto.. lets see... presenting the most beautiful actress on screen! Ta-Da!!!

first foto?

where is my photo?

So many things left unsaid

Hmm funny how i never really noticed that there was a bar on top for me to include the title to my post. Or at least i don't think that ive titled my posts at all. So let this be the first one!

Well i feel so bad about this blog... cos i haven't been updating it as much as i would like. Well its been a crazy past week for me, and i just can't put every thing down on this blog, cos there's some things i don't need the world to know. Like my sexual preferences for example. Or my taste in Austin Powers. You get the point.

But there's some stuff i'd like to think aloud though. Like why is it so hard for two people to be together even if there's love between them? I used to think that that was silly. That love alone was enuf to overcome all odds. Like a typical moviegoing hopeless romantic, that's what i thought. Thought.

I got a fever and am well now, i think its about balancing food and exercise (i exercise so little) and emotional health too. Its all important la... And if its the holidays and i get sick, what about when im studying hard in the cold winter for oncoming exams? Disgusting.

OSIM triathlon just passed. Well i wanted to take part in the sprint... but then i not zai enuf... i can't swim like a fish... that's my only problem. Running? ENDURE. Cycling? ENDURE. Swimming? drown. HOW? Still wanna be an iron man... Pretty bu zhi liang li rite. But since 2 of my men in the army have done an ironman race, I gotta have faith. Just do it. Run some marathons in the states... At least i won't sweat so much there heh.

Oh yeah the week before, i felt empowered when i finished my visa applications and stuff. It felt really good knowing that i did something i had to do, and finished it. Wonderful feeling. Like i finally did the responsible thing and came out victorious! Triumphant! Then i fell sick shortly after, and that took alot away.

Like i'm always feeling so lethargic nowadays... Is it because i've become a headless rat? No sense of direction and aim? Or is it because i just haven't exercised for so long that my metabolic rate has decreased by 400% and as such have no more energy? My appitite has decreased again for the record.

OK now i gotta figure out how to post fotos too. Sry la dudes im a noob at web stuff.

Its late too i think i'll go to bed. Goodnight everyone. Say a prayer for me.

Cheers