Stupidity
Firstly, 2 nights ago i couldn't sleep. I went to bed and 3 and only fell asleep around 6-630. For those of you who know me well, you'll know I NEVER HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING.
Secondly, just now i went to photocopy a friend's notes at FedEx Kinkos, one of those self-service machines. I only just realised that after copying everything i left the photocopies there. Waste $2. That was about 1.5 hours ago, i'm sure its been thrown away.
Third, i'm not eating much at all. Its like one or 1.5 meals a day. Wtf is going on? I don't even feel like eating anything. Its as if i subsist on air and books. I don't even drink water throughout the day.
Fourth, doesn't matter how much i sleep, i have difficulty waking up. My alarm rings, i turn around and reach over my desk to turn it off, i fall asleep on my hands and knees. WTF la.
Damn silly la recently. I think the midterms are making me behave weirdly. OR maybe it could be that i haven't been gaming at all, that somehow i feel that there's some sort of void in my life. I'm abstaining from all forms of computer games/video games except for fone games, and that's really taking a toll on my sanity. I can live without it, but i just wish that someone would just play so i can watch and regain my sanity. Seems everyone else has midterms too, and me not playing really discourages them. =
I'm going for office hours later for intermediate macro. Guess that's the trade off: being a conscientious student also makes me lose my bearings. I sure hope what i'm studying now is either
a. Going to make me a better person
b. Help me make some money
because if it's none of the above... Then i shouldn't be in school.
Secondly, just now i went to photocopy a friend's notes at FedEx Kinkos, one of those self-service machines. I only just realised that after copying everything i left the photocopies there. Waste $2. That was about 1.5 hours ago, i'm sure its been thrown away.
Third, i'm not eating much at all. Its like one or 1.5 meals a day. Wtf is going on? I don't even feel like eating anything. Its as if i subsist on air and books. I don't even drink water throughout the day.
Fourth, doesn't matter how much i sleep, i have difficulty waking up. My alarm rings, i turn around and reach over my desk to turn it off, i fall asleep on my hands and knees. WTF la.
Damn silly la recently. I think the midterms are making me behave weirdly. OR maybe it could be that i haven't been gaming at all, that somehow i feel that there's some sort of void in my life. I'm abstaining from all forms of computer games/video games except for fone games, and that's really taking a toll on my sanity. I can live without it, but i just wish that someone would just play so i can watch and regain my sanity. Seems everyone else has midterms too, and me not playing really discourages them. =
I'm going for office hours later for intermediate macro. Guess that's the trade off: being a conscientious student also makes me lose my bearings. I sure hope what i'm studying now is either
a. Going to make me a better person
b. Help me make some money
because if it's none of the above... Then i shouldn't be in school.
posted by Kinfoong at 3:55 PM
3 Comments:
haha you sound like you need some game therapy...no shame!
haha i got trouble sleeping/waking up too...definitely not just u lor! got like internal resistance somewhere... i think its to do with how @ peace u are... must get into zen mode or something to be truly rested.
indeed, indeed. thats why i've been playing "bubble breaker" on my fone. but that only gets me some peace. i'm so glad i dont have to pay for not playing wow hahahahah =P
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