Friday, November 28, 2008

Abstruse?

Well I don't know if I really am that abstruse; I've always considered myself someone who's easy to understand. Or at least maybe to myself. All you need to understand me is a little bit of humour, the ability to tolerate lameness and cornyness, as well as a certain degree of quirkyness. There are times when I don't understand myself and why I do certain things: I either take that to mean that I'm changing, or I just succumb to the random course of action when I can't be bothered to think through what I'm doing. Just go with the flow and be at one with the world.


I've been a little out of sorts lately, doing impulsive things that I wouldn't otherwise do. Oh well or at least, didn't have the opportunity before. Freedom is great, but everyone knows freedom isn't free at all. I only wonder now if the price I will pay for my freedom is far greater than what I have to pay for it.

So I'm on a short trip to D.C for the Thanksgiving weekend, and I had a round of mahjong with my kakis. And guess what? I got a 十三么 first round. Hooray me!


Hmm I see my thoughts flying around the room, but I really can't care enough to sort them out. But as I was saying, I've been a little out of sorts. And its probably because I don't know where I am right now. I am in a state of limbo right now--neither here nor there. Neither happier nor sadder. But always more worried. For myself and the people around me.

I guess I really am more complicated than I make myself out to be. I'd like to think that I'm a simple person with simple desires, and that's what I really do see when I look in the mirror. A very average person with some quirks. Strange ideas and how to bring them to fruition.
--I see myself as an AhPek. Someone who takes himself for who he is and what he likes to do. Someone who values family and the friends he has. Someone who delights in the simple joys that life brings: good food, some drinks, and quality time chatting (not to mention lanning, mahjong, and the like).

I don't think I have huge dreams. I suppose that that's a sure way to hit the tree trunk, but then again, what's life really about? I don't think I want to spend my life shooting for the stars, when the real stars in my life slowly fall down from the sky as I pass them by. That may be a really slack way to think about things, but then again I think I'm growing too fast for my own good.

Anywho. If you're in Singapore in December/Jan, facebook me or something we should meet up. =D

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