Thursday, June 14, 2007

whats up

OK I'm back in Singapore, as most of you already know. i suppose that most of my friends don't even read this anymore considering that i haven't updated for such a long time. i guess I've been busy, what else can i say?

There's a lot on my mind I'm not sure i want to say, but its aching to come out. i guess a portion of it would be facing my demons, with regards to underachieving in this case. i can't stand it that a lot of people have told me that they believe that i'm capable of much more, etc etc. I think i've accomplished a fair bit in my own right, but the problem therein is that after years of knowing i've been "underachieving" maybe it just means i'm not good enough, or whatever that means.

I think its important for me to say and think and believe that i can be whoever i want to be. Every personal coach / bestseller author would say so, that the mind has unlimited power etc etc. And i believe in it. i just forgot to believe in myself.

So here goes, I believe that i have the power to change my own life and be zai. Enough talk about being zai etc etc. its time to be zai. And there's no two ways about it. Its in my blood to be a perfectionist, to be an achiever, to be good in whatever i choose to put my mind to. For now, I am going to put my mind to being a leader, a builder, a value adder to the people around me. Watch me add my value.

Oh yeah and on the side, I really need more discipline in adhering to sleep schedules and stuff. Its been said that while sleeping, one hour of sleep in the dark is worth two in daylight. So i shall aim for more effective sleeping.

oh yeah and my number hasn't changed, its 9626 6028. call me and lets go out. i want to meet up with everyone =D

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